repost..

so a friend of mine tagged me in a note.. and i find it to be inspiring.. its just nice.. maybe because my spirituality is going downhill.. fast.. i mean i go to church when i can but i just can't feel it.. that tiny little voice.. its been gone for awhile now.. its been 3sundays since i didn't partake and this coming sunday is a conference so no sacrament.. i need a boost.. i miss that feeling of security.. aaagggggggggggghhhhhhhh.... im spiritually and emotionally unhealthy... :'( can somebody help me out???

anyway, here's the tag.. (do excuse the wrong grammar and spelling.. just bear with it)

DEAR CHILD, 

     I remember well the day you left my side, wandered through the veil, and ventured forth to fulfill your earthly mission, I had a tear in my eyes each time I clothe your spirit in a cloak of LOVE, and sent you off to school. Be assured that my thoughts are with you now, as always - I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. I know your lives, the good and the bad, your griefs and dissappointments, your unrewarded efforts, your frustrations  and temptations, but always REMEMBER_ ALL that I have is yours_ IF you will only come HOme AGAIN.

     My child realize that in each of you I placed a bit in heaven. NO one is exempt - I LOVE YOU ALL. Each of you has some blessed gifts, some talents, saome part of me in you. SEARCH for it my child, DEVELOP it, USE it and most important, SHARE it with others. If you really love me, then HELP others FIND THEMSELVES and LEAD to me. SHOW your LOVE by SERVING Others. 

Repent of your failings and humble yourselves. Make yourselves ever teachable and continually strive to improve. I gave you weaknesses to help you to be HUMBLE- Don't curse me for that , I did it because I LOVE YOU. Be fill of HOPE my child, don't let discouragement engulf you, I'll come when you need me.

     My child cease your idle contentions. Be peacemaker for it breaks my heart to see many of my children fighting. If they  could see that I hope, planned and desired for them, my heart breaks as I watch them, but you, my faithful child, are my Hope. Accomplish the mission I give you before you left me. I'll help you. I can never too busy or too far to come to you. I am nearer to you always than you might expect. I have so much i'd like to tell you, but you DON't LISTEN. Come to me often in my work and my kingdom shall be yours. I'd to take you in my arms, but I too, must gain patiently until, the time comes. Until then and I leave you with my peace, my blessing, my love and never forget I am Nearby when you need me.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and HOW I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR RETURN AGAIN TO ME AND TO YOUR MOTHER. 

                                                                                                                          ALL MY LOVE,

                                                                                                                           YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER

so uhh.. yeah.. this is it i guess.. just wanna share it to whomever comes across my lame old blog.. :)