movie trailers

okay.. im supposed to be studying and praying right now on what message i'll give later this evening at the roslinda family.. but im glued here in my laptop checking out the latest movies and the ones i wanna watch on the cinemas or just here in the internet..

well ive already read something from the Liahona yesterday. it's a wonderful talk by elder dale g. renlund of the seventy. 'preserving the heart's mighty change' that's the heading of his message.. i think i'll just base my message with this one.. d'ohhhh... i'ts so hard not getting any help.. tsktsk.. but i know i can do this on my own..

back to the movies.. i now have a list.
- salt (another angelina jolie action movie)
- remember me (romantic drama with rob pattinson and pierce brosnan)
- prince of persia (flamin hot body of jake gyllenhaal)
- iron man 2 (just cool movie)
- the last song (based on a book by nicholas sparks)
- push (it's just like the series 'heroes' the only difference is camilla belle is in it.. she's so pretty. im a fan.)

there's a lot more im just too sleepy now.. i'll just update you with more movies soon..

last song

sometimes you'd have to be apart from people you love.. but that doesn't mean you love them any less.. sometimes it even makes you love them even more

♫♪I've been learning to live without you now, But I miss you sometimes.. The more I know, the less I understand all the things I thought I knew..I'm learning them again.♫♪

when harry met sally...

Harry Burns to Sally Albright:

I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

weight of my calling and my body..

again this morning i got same compliments.. this time from my neighbors.. haha.. im loving everyone today! :)

as i was walking in our street the children playin' around and riding their bicycles all said hi to me.. i felt like a first lady.. hahaha.. everytime i go out of the house those children always said hi to me.. thats why im loving everybody.. mag politician na lang kaya ako??..

i now have a theory why im getting slim.. i think its because of all the seafood i've been eating all month.. i haven't had meat for soooo long already.. no pork, no chicken, no beef!... just crabs, shells, shrimps, squid, fish, and everything under the sea... plus vegetables and fruits!! can you believe that?? me not eating pork?? i myself was surprised.. i didnt notice until just recently with all the good comments i got from everyone.. ^__^

this afternoon i had a mutual activity with my girls.. we all talked about reverence. we also discussed about a certain YW's problem... someone who is not walking the straight and narrow anymore.. we have to get her back.. so we'll visit her this thursday evening.. i just hope she's at home and that she'll feel the spirit and not deny it.. i really pray that i can give her a nice message.. i still don't know what to tell her..

compliments :)

lately iv'e been told that i look sexier and prettier each day. at first i didn't believe them. it all started in manila with my aunts, cousins, uncles and other relatives. they were all saying the same thing.. hahaha.. of course they'd say that. they're family. they're suppose to lie to make you feel better.. hahaha..

and when i got back here in ormoc i still get the same compliments from the church members.. now im feeling kinda flattered.. hehehe.. it's a great way to boost one's ego..

just this noon rico and mario sent me a message that sheena c., need some o+ blood. i volunteered automatically not thinking that im anemic.. sheena m. also volunteered. when we were at the hospital we just had a few chitchats when out of the blue mario said... yeah u guessed it right.. i look sexier and blooming!!! now im really flattered this time.. haha.. it was a nice feeling that you're being noticed and appreciated.. ^_^

just for laughs..

iglap...

magdamag naghihintay ng tawag mo. dati kasi panay ang pakikipagkwentuhan sayo. ngunit ngayon ay nagbago. di ko alam ang dahilan. malamang ako'y pinaglaruan lang. naniwala lang naman ako sayo. nagbakasakaling ikaw ay totoo. at hanggang ngayon ikaw ang nasa isip. pilit kong iniintindi kung bakit naglaho ang isang panaginip.

hawak hawak lamang ang iyong kamay. naglalakad ng sabay-sabay.yakap mo na mahigpit. pilit ng kinakalimutan. sinabi ng mga dapat ngunit... naniwala lang naman ako sayo. nagbakasakaling ikaw ay totoo. at hanggang ngayon ikaw ang nasa isip. pilit kong iniintindi kung bakit naglaho ang isang panaginip.

luzon visit

di ko alam kung pano simulan ang aking unang entry dito sa bago kong blog.. matagal ko na tong ginawa pero wala akong maisulat. pero nung ako ay nag punta sa luzon biglang ang utak ko'y gumana. namiss ko pagsusulat kahit na di ako magaling at minsan mali-mali pa grammar ko. lalo na sa tagalog. baka ikaw ay nagtataka kung bakit ako ay nagtatagalog. feel ko lang 'to.. total ang entry na ito ay nangyari naman sa luzon..

sa di inaasahang pangyayari ang aking pinsan na si cherry mae perez ay pumanaw noong pebrero 9,2010.. inatake kasi xa ng asthma. lahat kami ay nagulat nang matanggap namin ang balitang ito. masyado pa siyang bata para iwan kami. di namin inaasahan na ganun na lang kaikli ang buhay niya dito sa mundo.

at dahil dito nagdesisyon ang nanay ko na pumunta kami sa maynila at makiramay sa mga kapamilya namin doon.

konti lang naman nangyari while i was there pero marami akong naisip. di ko alam at bakit ganun ako mag isip sa time na un. parang napaka philosophical ko.. hehe..

natutunan ko na all you have is your family when everyone else is absent. kahit san ka magpunta o ano mangyari sayo ang taong maghahanap o mag-aalala sayo ay ang iyong pamilya. sila ang karamay mo in good times and in bad. whether u like it or not wala silang magagawa. kasali sa kontrata un bilang isang miyembro ng pamilya.

ng pauwi kami galing sa funeral home ang aking tiya lita (aka lola ko, kapatid ng lolo ko, ayaw magpatawag ng lola kaya tiya na lang, looks a lot like mommy D)ay bumanat. kasi nag uusap kami lahat tungkol sa valentines day. feb13 kasi un. e matandang dalaga siya. sabi niya "basta ako isa lang puso ko. naibigay ko na" ng sinabi niya un naghiyawan kaming lahat sa koche. alam kasi namin ang love story niya. pagkatapos nun i was stuck in my own little world. di ko na pinansin kung ano pinag usapan nila. napa isip ako. natakot. ayoko maging tulad ng tiya lita ko. ayoko maging matandang dalaga. masyadong close minded. pero di ko rin siya masisisi. iba kasi pakiramdam pag nagmahal ka ng totoo. pero sana gamitin minsan ang utak. hindi ung puro puso at emosyon na lang. mahirap ung ganun. i for one can testify to that. sana kahit nag iisa lang puso ko matuto ako mag mahal ng iba. natatakot ako maging matandang dalaga. and when i was back to my senses naririnig ko na lang mga pinsan ko inaasar ang tito kong babaero. di ko namalayan malapit na pala kami sa bahay.

nung nasa antipolo na kami para ihatid si che2 sa kanyang huling hantungan di ko naisip na huli na talaga yun. nagpalipad kami ng balloons. nagsalita mama ko at iba pa naming kamag-anak. nung nagsalita na si mark, boyfriend ng isang pinsan ko na close friend din ni che, un na ung time na sobrang lungkot na namin. lalo na nung kinanta niya ung 'say goodnight' by bullet for my valentine.. ung acoustic version.. dun na kami nag iyakan ng walang humpay.. ang dad ni che sumigaw na. iyakan na lahat ng tao. kahit na alam ko ang plan of salvation di ko mapigil na maluha at malungkot sa pagkakawala sa aking pinsan. wala na kaming magagawa kundi tanggapin ang pangyayari. ganun talaga ang buhay. papunta tayo lahat dun.. kamatayan.. inisip ko kung ako ung mamamatay.. may iiyak kaya? may malulungkot kaya? hindi ko alam ang sagot. naisip ko lang un.

the following days palagi nagpaparamdam ang pinsan kong si che sa mga tita at ibang pinsan ko. pero sakin hindi. hiningi ko kasi sa kanya na wag mag paramdam sakin kasi matatakutin ako. mabuti naman at naintidihan niya un. di niya ko binisita. pero palagi ko siyang naiisip. sinasabi ko sa kanya na i.hi na lang ako kay lolo namin.. till we meet again pinsan..