Wednesday, October 17, 2012

this is not for you to read. you will never understand.

i've been wanting to write something up in here. mostly about the recent general conference. all of my notes are in my planner.

1. the blessing of an opportunity to help/bless another - answer to another person's prayer
2. conversion is not a one time event. it is a life-long quest
3. Kristelle, do you love me? - serve, keep His commandments, (yea Lord thou knowest that I love thee.)
4. my father in heaven expects my loyalty to his commandments in every stage of my life
5. if the Savior stood beside me, will i do the things i do?

the idea of going on a mission was all up in my head that morning. again. i thought about my father about becoming a member of the church. ithought about my love for my savior. how i put him down so many times yet i still feel his love. in the end im very grateful of the many blessings i receive each day. how my life has been blessed even when at times of weakness..

after the conference i stayed outside with kent's baby to get some fresh air. and i saw her face. she saw me and smiled. i smiled back. she came over me gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and then sat beside me.. we talked.. and talked.. and talked some more... i was invited to their home. i declined. i miss her... i felt her love for me...