for the sake of nothing

ok.. i actually got nothing on my mind right now... i'll just blog something random..

ok let's start with the value im working on right now.. faith.. as i was watering the plants (as usual), i felt the air brush against my cheeks. i saw the leaves sway.. and then something just came up to my mind. i thought of comparing faith to air. they say

faith is to not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true..

think about this for just a moment.. do you get the similarities between air and faith? you cannot see the air around you but you can feel it.. same goes with faith.. (i can't think of any examples or more analogies right now, maybe next time.. but if you have any idea please do share it with me) :) i dont have the brain right now to elaborate on this so again maybe next time..

as i was watching tv this afternoon i saw the latest liahona issue on my mom's bed.. i haven't read the liahona for a long time. so i decided to scan a few pages. usually when i get a reading material i almost always read the back part first.. and i found the last column of the magazine interesting. it was entitled "Picturing Fatherhood" by antonio peluso.. again this made me think of my dad.. as you can see on my previous entry i miss my father..

later that afternoon around 6pm i heard someone calling my name outside our home.. it was my father. he got us some rice. he said my mother texted him that we're running out of rice so he got us some.. i just said.. ok, thanks.. and that was it.. i was thinking of telling him something he could ponder on.. maybe think of his family or something.. i wanted to tell him that he should come back but nothing came out of my mouth.. just a sigh..

im in need of a job. seriously! i am so bored and i have no one to talk to. except for our dogs and the plants. i can't go on like this. my young women are the only one that's keeping me sane right now.. help me get out of here!!!!