why does it have to hurt soo bad?

I wanted to run after knowing you'll never love me back but you've got me on a leash. I'm addicted to you still.

I'm mad at myself for being nice to you,for apologizing for things I didn't do,for getting close,for wasting my time,for thinking about you,talking about you,loooking at you, changing myself for you and most of all, I'm mad at myself for not hating you.When I know I should.

This sucks! Everytime I try and move on there's always something pulling me back. How am I suppose to let go of all our memories? Everything we said and did... How can I let go of the one person who's always meant the most to me? I'm always hearing your name, always having your face pop up in my mind, always seeing you when I don't want to. How can I let go of what we had? How am I suppose to believe it's for the best...

Why are you doin this to me? It's like one minute you NEED me and the next you don't KNOW me... You keep playing games with my heart, what am I suppose to do? I don't know what to do anymore... you're confusing me! I love you too much to leave you...but when I can't take anymore, I'll have to move on...

I'll wait for you as long as I can. But, when the time comes I fall for someone else, maybe it's about time to wake up and have the happiness I deserve.

sometimes we might feel like we're done with the person but we really aren't..

I dont wanna talk about it .It makes me wanna cry.Every time I pour out my emotions I feel emptier inside. I don't know how to play it like I'm not in love with you. But I'll try.. Even though I do.. still miss you just like the air that I breath..

What we had was beautiful. More beautiful than anything I've ever experienced with anyone. But you're not just "anyone" anymore, you know. I loved you, & somehow, I still do. I'll never deny it. &  maybe one day, we can get back what we had.

See right when I start letting go. Somebody wants to let me know. Can they take your place. No they can't fill your space. I tried to move on but you're not gone. Coz in my heart you still live on..

why is it when I'm not with you..things are so much harder to do?

Some people say "forget about him, there's plenty of fishes in the sea. what if you only want THAT type of fish? Is the person you're waiting for really worth it?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right? Have you ever..

Teardrops falling from my eyes, but never too late to have realized that I've done something wrong to have hurt your feelings, which in turn have hurt mine. I love you always... now and forever and that'll never change. I'm so afraid to lose you, that's why I need some time alone, to change my mind set just to make you stay...

Should I stay or should I go?

I hate this feeling..it feels like I have to choose between life or death.

The main thing you should desire in someone else is the ability to inspire you to be all that you believe you can be..

I love you. I won't give up.