a man's love

so i attended church today after missing it for a month.. it was good.. the speakers all talked about missionary work.. but there was this one speaker who talked about his mission in life. and he said his mission in life was to make the woman he loves happy.. it was so sweet of him to say it in public.. his wife blushed and gave a shy smile.. they looked so cute.. telling everyone about your love for someone is just way too sweet.. i so wanted someone like that who isn't afraid to tell anyone how much he loves me.. awww... now im in "love" mode.. hahaha..


but i told myself that i'll let my heart rest for a little while.. it has to regain its former perfect condition.. haha.. but seriously though i literally have heart problems..i think i got it from my dad.. my mum's afraid to go to the doctor because i might go under some sort of angioplasty or angiogram or something.. she said im too young to worry things about my health.. i have to enjoy my life first before worrying about my health.. haha..i love her when she said that.. :)


for now i look forward to meeting the man in my dreams.. when i was still in high school.. the man i prayed about.. hehe.. i hope dreams do come true.. (fingers crossed) ;) i have to focus on my work and on my self improvement plans.. haha.. as if i have any.. i still have to think of something..


basta the man who talked about his love for his wife made me realize that people like him do exist.. i just have to be patient and wait for him to come find me.. haha.. :) i have my hopes up..


ok.. so this blog sounds so teenager-ish.. haha.. sorry. im just too perky and happy right now.. i haven't been to church for so long.. this was the longest time i missed church. i missed FOUR sundays.. tsk.. i can see the difference when im attending church and when im not.. now i know why people say things about how dangerous it is to being too engrossed with the world.. you will become like them once you forget who you are.. who you really are.. i now know the importance of why we were encouraged to attend sacrament every sunday.. it really does have effect on people..


yeah.. im sorry.. this might bore you a lil bit but its the truth. i dont admit it to myself but i know im the religious kinda girl. but i don't like people to know that. i dont know why but its just a personal choice. i dont wanna be dubbed as the 'religious girl' i just wanna be known as the cool, laidback, smart, classy girl.. hahah.. now i know thats too much to ask but hey, i can dream right? lol.. ^__^


have a great sabbath everyone! coz i had a great one.. ;)