so we decided to take a breather. im stupid. i know. oh well since i can't talk to him for two weeks i'll just write about him.. i was going for 4 but im glad he said 2..
i was gonna write how i miss talking to him.. all the things i like about him. but then i saw pictures of him with another girl. a pretty one.. :( i know we said we have no commitments and that we can date anyone we wanted to. but!!! I've gone out on a lot of dates and i think by now i already know what im looking for.
i guess i should start saying yes to those long overdue date offers... :-/ maybe they can help me keep my mind off of him and eventually forget about everything that happened for the last couple of months.. 2weeks is not yet over. a lot can happen in that span of time. at least i have this blog to lash out or talk about how happy i am when i have no one else to talk to.
im glad though that i kept my true feelings all to myself. it would hurt too much if he knows everything and then do that. silence keeps me safe. for now...
so yeah i started this entry 2 days ago but wasn't able to finish. it started happy but then now its going to have a sad ending. please break my heart while its still early. you fixed it so i guess you can leave it broken. :'s AGAIN. i should stop falling for guys. i hate you hormones for making me feel like this.
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