i just got back from work and i was looking at the heavens above and i admired the big, full moon... it was wonderful. for a moment i stared at it and was in awe.. and i remember my previous night..
it was saturday and my day off. agenda was just to wait for kim to come over and id do her hair and make-up for her company's party. (i did that. and it was great. she loved it. it was my first time to put make-up on someone else.) and then just stay at home all day. maybe read my blue book, and review my lesson, clean my room, write something.. browse... plan my life... but a workmate of mine was so insistent on inviting me to join her at our hospital's party at grand convention center. 12 missed calls. can't ignore that anymore so i answered.. and she was successful. i just said yes even if i don't have anything to wear. the theme was hiphop. i didn't prepare for that. so i just pulled things in my closet without thinking how i will look at the party.(refer to picture above) on our way out i saw the moon at its biggest state ever! it was huge. (like the one in bruce almighty movie) i feel like i can touch it. it was yellowish, whitish in color. i was waiting for the eclipse. we were running late. arrived at the grand convention center around 7pm. had dinner. watched the performances of the employees of cebu doc group of companies. my hospital won! :) a few days ago i was invited to join the hiphop dance competition but i declined. too bad. but im really glad they won! i didn't expect it to be fun.
i forgot all about the moon but after the CDG party i called kim and (went outside and i looked up and saw the moon was reddish. it was a rare event. so i stared at it again.) they're not done yet w/ their party at Parklane. so i went there and crashed their party. i felt so out of place. everyone was in black and white outfit. i was wearing floral printed blouse and shoes. good thing my bag's white and so was my shorts. embarrassing. everyone stared. i redeemed myself when i took their group pictures. after that i was welcome. invited to dance. offered some food. made friends. got paired off right away to some cute guy. after that i thought i was going home. but! kim was with me. she doesn't want to end the night yet at 10:30pm. i really wanna go home and take some rest.
i said 12mn. tops. i got home around 2am. it was fun. good clean fun. except that i was home late. after Parklane we went to MO2 and danced to live music while her workmates get drunk. we don't drink but we dance! we both love to dance. :) i took a few heads up and admired the moon as the lunar eclipse was slowly coming to its end. it was great. i danced under the lunar eclipse. i enjoyed every minute of it. when i got to the taxi on my way home i was feeling light headed. and then i realized that i have been under a lot of stress for the past few weeks. and dancing it off was my way to de-stress.. :)
1st was my work schedule for this month. i was really hoping to spending the holidays back home. but my workmates were inconsiderate. idk. i didn't ask them anyway. only one girl offered. the sched for christmas and new year was drawn by lots. i was unlucky. both dec24-25 and dec31-jan1. i got off the meeting right away because i can feel my tears piling up. and when i was outside i broke down. i cried. i cried the whole time i was heading back home. everyone was looking at me. i don't care. i was just feeling so sad. last year i didn't get to spend holidays with my family. i was expecting that because i was new. but this year i really wanna go home. no one ever understood me. maybe because they all have their loved ones with them right here. they were selfish. they didn't realize that im away from home. all of them are living with their families here in cebu. i was the only transient. how can they be so inconsiderate. for a moment i was mad at them. i just miss my family so so much.
2nd was this guy who i thought was for real. i really don't wanna talk about it anymore. RARELY do i talk to someone that much. i hope when we get to talk again he'd clear things up so as not to leave me hanging. (pessimistic mode) id rather prepare my mind set for the worst than have my hopes up and then come crashing down in the end.
3rd was work issues. this was the latest by the way. its all because of one negative person who sees the wrong in everyone. i really don't have any problems with him (or with anyone for that matter) not until our department head decided to take away a privilege (to be able to pass requests each month) we really wanted so bad all because of his complaints. and because of him i don't think id be able to go on my trips on january and february! i already have tickets! itinerary's all set. ugggghhh... really hated this one... i was really looking forward to swimming with the dolphins on january..
for now i don't think much of the 1st one anymore. 2nd and 3rd are still on my mind very often. i still have to figure out how to go about it. but anyway, im happy for this moment. just happy and content with my life. :) i will worry about these things tomorrow. tonight i would be happy because the moon looked wonderful.
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